Wow it's been a while hasn't it...
let's just start with a quote...
I crawl underneath my blanket
Where I can hide away
I know I can't take it anymore
'Cause I see now
It's just one of those days
Joshua Radin, one of those days
Yeah That pretty much summarizes my feelings tonight...
I had a pretty rough afternoon... having troubles retaining my tears to be honest...
Several reasons... Sometimes, an emotional breakdown just comes when you least expect it...
I realize sometimes how different I am to other people...
What I have learned these past years...
What I have gained from experiences...
Or maybe just things brought up to me by people surrounding me...
I truely believe in others role in one's life.
I have wonderful friends! Really... Not saying that because you are reading this...
Just that even if you think that you are not here for me, believe me when I'm saying that you are always here for me!
I have come to realize as I said that everything is different... Not worse, maybe not better all the time, just different.
Life has so many misteries...
I'd like to share another quote that I really like...
"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mistery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the Present..."
I was able to experience that today.
Yesterday, life might have been difficult, but it's history...
Tomorrow do I know what I'll feel? Probably not.. it's definetely a mistery...
Today, or the last few hours I've been spending are definately a gift.
I've rarely been up this time, in a complete normal state, and this content, and pleased...
Let me explain the situation...
A little break down... A little annoyed at my situation...
Needed to get out of the flat...
but who would care about my state at 11:30 pm...
Well there is always somebody...
Someones...
they are called friends...
It's amazing how in such a short period of time you can get so close to some people...
First it started with the fact that I was working on a law tutorial with C. Then we went to the computer labs where we found L, P and I. We were all sitting there on facebook chat from 12 to 2...
They cheered me up!
They were awesome!
Actually I'm wrong,
They are awesome!
Now I'm crawling down my blanket, probably will have a good night. Pleased to have met wonderful people!
Once again!
Love you all
Xx
S.
let's just start with a quote...
I crawl underneath my blanket
Where I can hide away
I know I can't take it anymore
'Cause I see now
It's just one of those days
Joshua Radin, one of those days
Yeah That pretty much summarizes my feelings tonight...
I had a pretty rough afternoon... having troubles retaining my tears to be honest...
Several reasons... Sometimes, an emotional breakdown just comes when you least expect it...
I realize sometimes how different I am to other people...
What I have learned these past years...
What I have gained from experiences...
Or maybe just things brought up to me by people surrounding me...
I truely believe in others role in one's life.
I have wonderful friends! Really... Not saying that because you are reading this...
Just that even if you think that you are not here for me, believe me when I'm saying that you are always here for me!
I have come to realize as I said that everything is different... Not worse, maybe not better all the time, just different.
Life has so many misteries...
I'd like to share another quote that I really like...
"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mistery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the Present..."
I was able to experience that today.
Yesterday, life might have been difficult, but it's history...
Tomorrow do I know what I'll feel? Probably not.. it's definetely a mistery...
Today, or the last few hours I've been spending are definately a gift.
I've rarely been up this time, in a complete normal state, and this content, and pleased...
Let me explain the situation...
A little break down... A little annoyed at my situation...
Needed to get out of the flat...
but who would care about my state at 11:30 pm...
Well there is always somebody...
Someones...
they are called friends...
It's amazing how in such a short period of time you can get so close to some people...
First it started with the fact that I was working on a law tutorial with C. Then we went to the computer labs where we found L, P and I. We were all sitting there on facebook chat from 12 to 2...
They cheered me up!
They were awesome!
Actually I'm wrong,
They are awesome!
Now I'm crawling down my blanket, probably will have a good night. Pleased to have met wonderful people!
Once again!
Love you all
Xx
S.
